Sunday, August 28, 2011

the reason

it has been more than 5 years since i am married to malar. there has been a lot of blood all the way from the starting. she has intensely struggled to live with me, i have been the most laziest guy i've ever known. there is this thing that comes in and fools the brain into thinking that enjoy this moment and let not cause any pain to the body. but when i come to my senses i can see the damange caused, but alas the demon keeps coming up again and again. i want to put an end to this demon and this blog is to record my struggles with this demon in me, that is killing my beautiful wife.

there is a reason to everything in this world and this is my reason. i wish time flies back and gives me this hindsight to have acted rightly at different points of time. but the past is dead and no thoughts on spilt milk. i want to take a vow to myself .... i will be the good husband that my wife deserves and the good father that my son deserves.

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